Call it ‘Rindu’

Suddenly I miss writing here. I miss the feel to be confuse of what am I writing. I miss the satisfied feel after finishing my project. I miss it. Really.

Actually I supposed to write my practical test. The deadline is this Saturday. Which only 6 days left. And maybe less because I'll have the third try out for final exam this Tuesday. Right. The third try out. Which means only 2 try out more then, FINAL EXAM.

From this week, there're no more PMKT like usual. I don't know is it supposed to be good or bad. On one side, there'll be no more wake up earlier and go to school at 6.30. But on the other side, I still don't have any confident with those entrance examination. God, help me.

I've done the practical test for english. Making an argument essay. I don't know whether it's the proper structure for argumentation or not. All I know, i've already finish it. Whatever the result will be. Screw it. I rather make thousands fanfics than an argumentation. Lying.

I want to make a fanfic right now. but unfortunately no ideas come to me. I still drowning on one of the greatest fanfic I ever read. Of course it's EUNHAE fanfic. What else. I'm addicted to it. I love the pairing. So what with the un-straight couple. Yeas. It's male and male couple. Call it gay, faggot, maho, or whatever. But I'd rather read smut-yaoi-fanfic than the cheesy-straight-fanfic one. Usually the yaoi pairing has more attractive plot than the normal one.

See? I like the randomness on my writing. When no one want to hear my story, I'll write it here. Maybe there'll be someone unconsciously stop here and read my rubbish mind.

I'm going to continue to my next practical test. Indonesian. While I still have the longing to do it. Ominously, the format is rather confusing. Crap. I have to write it with the backgrond, hypothesis, and bla bla blah. If only it's just writing the argumentation without any other bullshit, I'll gladly do it now. losing my mood. HAHA. Blame my laziness, dear teacher :)