Second Project

Title : Fate

Pairing : Eunhae (I just realize that the girl is the last one to write. It wasnt like that in my previous project. My mistake.)

Rating : PG

Genre : AU

Note : Sorry for confusing plot. Anyway, it's still my amateur work. Hope I can be better for the next one.

 

You didn't even know what just you did. What just happened. All you knew, there was a knife in your hand and much blood. On the floor, on the bed, and in your hand. You perplexed. Looked for some clues. Searched for some explanations about what in the world just happened. But you just couldn't find any reply. Your thoughts running back a few hours ago.

***

"Happy birthday!"

"But it's not my birthday. Maybe you've mistaken by someone else's birthday, Hyukkie. It's still January and April is just way too far from today."

"No, it's not your birthday. It's our birthday, remember?"

And he gave you a yellow box with red ribbon on it. He opened it and there's a bracelet. A yellow one. He round it to your wrist.

"I found it on a small store near my favourite bookshop. You like it?"

"Of course. Thank you," a smile appeared on your face. So did he.

"I have the red one. It written the same word. Fishy and Monkey. You have to wear it everyday, okay?"

His sweet smile always drowning you. How many times it appears, you never get bored of it.

"Would you mind if I invite you to a dinner tonight?"

"Dont' tell me you've already prepared all of it," you always loved the way he made any surprise for you.

"I'll meet you in seven," he kissed you on the cheek and walk away. Letting you bewitched by his charm.

***

This is the billion times you've been wondering what should you wear on your date. The same messy bed covered by your clothes. You want the bestest look for your monkey. You don't want to disappointing him. Finally you choose a red checkered shirt and a pair of black jeans. Simple but nice.

You decided to leave earlier. Thinking of giving some surprise. But you just couldn't think any surprise you could make. Then it started raining outside.

"This is your first job," suddenly you hear a voice coming out from nowhere.

"You'll meet him soon. Do it well," then the voice just vanished.

No. It can't be. Not him.

***

"Hae, sorry I couldn't pick you up. I still have something left to do. You okay? The rain was heavy outside," he pulled a chair and let you sit.

"I've make a reservation here. The menu is awesome. I promise you'll like it," his smile always following every sentence he made.

"Do you remember the first time we met? You dance in that practice room with some of your friend. When I saw you, I knew you were the best dancer among them."

"Oh! And I pretended that I was a bad dancer so you could teach me then. Ridiculous isn't it?"

"Hae, are you alright? You hear me, right?" he wave his hand in front of your face, trying to get your attention back.

"Excuse me, Sir. Your order is ready," a waiter came bringing some dishes and place it neatly on the table.

"Thank you. Hae, try it. This is the best chicken I ever ate," he hand over some pieces of chicken.

"Hyukkie, I have something to told you. Can we please talk for a second?" hesitantly, you said that.

"Oh come on, Hae. You don't like the normal you. Were there something happened on your way here?" he look worry about you.

"No. Nothing happened. It's just, suddenly I'm feeling not good. Can I go home now?" you feel really bad saying those to him. It's not what you want. You really don't want it. And you can't say the truth.

"Maybe it's because you get wet from the rain. Alright. Finish this, and I'll bring you home," you realize his disappoint tone.

"Sorry, Hyukkie. I don't want to ruin this special dinner."

"I need to go to the bathroom, Hyuk," you excuse. Trying to avoid his look.

***

You look on your reflection on the mirror. You hate this. You hate it when it happen to your friend. Or anyone you know. You hate your fate. You hate yourself. Sometime you want to escape from all of those duty.

"How many times you want to escape, you know you can't. Do it well, or else something worse than what you imagine will happen," that voice again. Everytime you heard that, you just want to broke anything. Throwing everything you can reach to just release your anger. And that's what happen now. The mirror broke into pieces. Then some of the restaurant stuff coming, so does him.

"Hae, what happened?" surprised, he looked at your bloody hand and grabed it.

"I'm sorry. It's my fault. He's not feeling well. I'll give the compensation," he said to the restaurant staff and dragged you out from the toilet.

"Hae, wait here. I'll be back."

You dont want to let him go. You grab his wrist. Tight. You don't want to lose him.

"Hae, just a second, okay?" he force you to let him go.

Arriving on your apartment, he make a cup of hot chocolate for you.

"Drink this and sleep. I'll wait here until you fall asleep," he hand the hot chocolate to you.

"Don't go anywhere, Hyuk. Promise me you won't leave me alone."

"I promise, Hae. Just sleep," he caress your temple.

***

You don't know how long you've sleep. When you wake up, you already hold a knife. And your bed is wet by those red liquid. Blood. You panic. You don't know what happen before. Your hand splattered with blood.

"Hyukkie! Hyukkie, where are you?" no reply. You try to find him all around your apartment. In the kitchen, living room, bathroom, everywhere. But you can't find him.

Please. Not now. Not like this. Is it what will happen when I don't do it? Please, no.

Tears flowing down your cheeks. You can't hold it. You don't know what should you do.

You decided to finish it. You can't stand it anymore. The way it happen. It's not reasonable. Why this should happen? You always try not to questioning it. But you can't. All of this is too questionable.

"Hyukkie, I'm sorry."

That's your last sentence.

***

"Hae! Hae! Wake up! What happen with you? What's with these blood? Hae!" I try to wake him up. I know it's useless. He can't hear me anymore. Too late. It's my fault leaving him when I bought some breakfast for him.

"Lee Hyukjae, you know you can't against it, right? This is the fate. You can't change it. How hard you try, it wouldn't change anything," that shit voice. Again. It has warned me before. I just couldn't believe he is the one. The one that voice want.