So yeah, I'm in the middle of being confused whether I should do it or not. Iya atau tidak, keduanya punya resiko masing-masing. But being a coward me, I think I'm just gonna let it happen as it already be. I mean, resiko untuk melakukannya terasa terlalu besar untuk saya tanggun. padahal it's as simple as our daily conversation.
'I know that you do really want with her. And I'm sorry for not helping you that much. But please promise me that you won't change even after you're with her. Because actually it really hurts, being able to be with you physically, but your mind and heart never be with me from the first time. Seriously, hurts as hell.'
'I didn't ask much. Just being the usual us like before. Could you?'
Tapi sungguh to be honest, it probably will utterly hurt myself knowing that you're (finally) with her. Dan to be honest lagi, agaknya saya tidak akan bisa melepas anda, eventhough I know, I'm nothing HAHA
Subhanallah, to much thoughts could be really harmful ya. Cuma dari kebanyakan pikiran bisa jadi galau akut begini. Ah sudahlah.
Ya sudahlah, Bek. Kalau memang tidak berani keluar dari zona aman-nyaman sebagai teman, maka ikhlas lah jika temanmu akhirnya bersama yang lain.
'Baiklah...'
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