So here I am. In the middle of nothing, doing nothing, thinking abt nothing. It’s 23.59 now in my laptop’s clock. One minute to midnight. Don’t know why but I just can’t sleep. Maybe cz this afternoon I took a nap too long. And maybe bcz today I’m doing nothing so my body didn’t feel any tiredness.
Do I have any interesting thing that I can share now? Well, a lot, I think. But, you know, laziness isn’t easy to resist. Most of my holiday, I’m doing nothing except playing with my lovely soulmate aka my handsome lepy. Even I rarely play with my brother that I regret it now after one of my bro, Ahnaf, went back to Jogja to continue his junior high.
For a review―and maybe a little flashback―here’s what you’ve missed on my life. I failed at SNMPTN writing test, my dad disappointed at me, got a little argument with my parents, cried, cold war, tried to be more diligent―in a form of me waking up earlier in my holiday but only resist abt 3-4 days, then back to my normal life. Due to my failing at that test, I tried once again via independent test from the college. Undip, UNS, Unpad. From those 3, only Undip that need a re-test. The other 2 using SNMPTN’s grade. Undip’s East Borneo test took place at SMAN 1 Samarinda. So I have a oneday round trip from Bontang to Samarinda. SMAN 1 Smd frankly speaking is not as good as what I’ve imagined as the representative place of East Borneo. Way much better SMAN 1 Teladan than this―of course HA!
Another news, I got a free connection at Koperasi PKT. And the speed is really no kidding. Never below 50kbps. Maybe cz theres only a few people who use it―only me and my brother to be exact *evil laugh*
I haven’t congratulate my handsome lepy to have a new soulmate beside me. Say hello to my hero, cyber cleaner and cooling pad! Well, its my mom’s actually. I just borrow it for a couple minutes and guess what, my handsome lepy got more handsome and it just like going back to its old time when I just bought it. Blink blink!
Anyway its been a long time since I updated my livejournal. Seriously, I don’t have any passion on it anymore. Where’s my old ideas gone?? Everytime I read any fic now, I just can admire it without any longing to defeat it. The old me will always had this strange feelings to make a better fic. Ck. I miss the old me.
This is the first time I’m being an insomnian in my house. All this time I always sleep early. It reminds me to the time when I’m staying on my lovely dorm. How I miss it so much now. The feeling isn’t same between insomnia in the dorm and in this house. Frankly speaking, I still can’t adapt myself with my own home. I got more excited to be in my dorm room than in my home. I greet my shabby bed in my dorm way more perky than opening my home front door. I even haven’t fully memorized which plug is for which lamp in which room. The feeling is the same as a guest who come to resort for a long vacation.
I MISS JOGJA! Don’t care even if theres no one miss me there. If only Bontang-Jogja as far as Jogja-Klaten.
Tomorrow―at west timezone―will be one of my sacred day. Undip’s announcement. The next day is Unpad’s then UNS. Three days in a row. Which one will I get? I didn’t ask for a specific one but I just pray that God give me the best for me. So if I got nothing, it doesn’t really mean nothing, but maybe it’s the best for me to be at MedFac UMY.
Too much blabbering, huh? I haven’t satisfied yet tho. It’s nothing compared to my other blabbering writing.
The cooling pad is really work! Worth it to buy. My handsome doesn’t even get warm like usual.
00.03 west ind timezone. Brb checking any update at Undip’s site.
Apparently the announcement will be told at exactly 06.00 WIB. WIB people! It means 7 in my place. Ngiaah. Okay. Let’s sleep. Someone turn the TV on. Maybe my bro waking up unconsciously. Okay another random stuff. Hit the bed!
originally written on 15.07.11. another way to cure insomnia.
A little update, finally, UMY is my next school college. I failed at Undip, UNS, Unpad. Then I guess, this is the best for me. Be nice, UMY :)
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